| Monday, April 16th, 2007 |
| 8:34 pm |
Kinnys sort of got a job!!! its up at waymills packing stuff but im not sure if its a perminant weekly thing which is wank! omg i think in lin love with the biker guy from Erin Brokervich! hes hot!! im worred bout kinny we ended up goin to mike and steve caines flat on sat nite steve and kinny are best mates and they were both really drunk and were gettin off with each other and hittin eachother with their tshirts!!! then kinnt made me get off with him! i think ive turned him gay!!! works a bit wank naw nats left steve doesnt listen to my ideas as much and marie's bin a total bitch to me and i dont no why. fuck sake im sooooo bord i wanted to go out this eavning and enjoy the sun but i cant think of where to go i dont want to sit in a shitty dark pub or there so called beer garden which is just a bench in the middle of the carpark! why cant we have the jocky back the garden was so nice and the place wasnt coverd in dirt and it was nice and light inside. mite go to curshaws and pester becky after iv got my nvq work done god i cant be arsed! |
| Thursday, March 29th, 2007 |
| 6:49 pm |
well ive had this week off but havnt done much apart from goin to scarbrough i saw donkeys!!!! and did an epic hike up to the castle. started my chefin course and got my chef blacks which are cool im a gofic chef! the boss was a bit drunk the other week and was goin on about haw well i was doin and haw he thinks i could become a really good head chef and that he thinks in the last 7 months iv learnt stuff quicker that anyone else like me theyve taken on.(my head grew very big!!) our head chef left last week wich was v sad coz she taught me everything maw i haveto put up with marie who makes the most stupedist mistakes ever! steve was also panicin coz he thinks i wana leave, fuck nos where hes got that from. Yay download in 2 months!!!!! was ment to be goin to spain with becky, hetty, chappy, kinny and kyle but hetty and kyle are havin a few problems so were not to sure. Mum and dad go away in may!!!!! hope to have a tidy party if thats possible! me and becky r thinkin bout rentin mats old flat which would be cool. i want a swansea trip!!!! i miss the welsh! |
| Wednesday, February 21st, 2007 |
| 3:40 pm |
yay kerry is a drunken fool! 2 weekends in a row iv got totaly wasted an pissd kinny off by being really friendly with other men which makes me feel really bad the first time he sed it was funny but the last time he seemd really upset id better start sobering up and behaving myself i dont wana loose him. some twat has rang my mum up saying that there worried that im gona get hurt coz kinny gambles alot i no he puts alot in the machine but they were meaning the shops which is total bullshit coz he propises me that hes never bin in 1 for over a year but mum belives this person and want to tell his pairents which will end with him being kickd out and nodoubt his dad yelling at me agien! starting my gnvq on monday!!! im going to b a chef!!!! im desperatly trying to save money so i can moove out and have my own life with my own responcerbillatys! im on holiday next week so im gona come partying in manchester if its ok with you two. |
| Tuesday, January 9th, 2007 |
| 5:48 pm |
a fucktard yet agine!
Ive made friends with joe agine!!!! not sure if rach knows yet. the last month or two has been really good kinny hasnt pissd me off for ages. until... sat nite when he dicided to bring the greecy nicki thing up totaly randomly it hadnt got anything to do with wot we were talkin about! but we had a go at him I MET BUTTET FOR MY VALENTINE!!!! |
| Saturday, December 9th, 2006 |
| 7:17 pm |
sorry this is going to be a long rant! my god i was pissd off last night! went to shrews to see ownd nat askd me if i could drive her car to the garage and put petrol in it (shes skint as fuck yet agine!) so i let kinny follow me up in my car making him promis that he wouldnt fuck around in it some how he managed to loose me at morrisons i later saw him raacing my poor Bruce round the car park! when we got to welti's to drop nats car off i told him to wait ther and not move my car if he did hed be dead when i got bac of corse my car had moved his excuse was he had to let another car past. ok i should have taken the keys off him but i belived him. went to the gig, Ownd totaly well ownd! they were the best there apart from poor glenns strap breaking even ralphs & Rob sed matt was a better drummer than wojda!! whan it came to us going home i sed to matt id take his kit back wiv me save him carrying it but coz of the floods it took us over 30mins to find the pub! got out of shrews and kinny decided to tel me that my car could do handbreake turns and it did good wheel spins! I went fuckin mental with him not only he could have tipd the car and getin himself and dino hurt i wouldnt be able to get to work and id loose my job plus id be in loads of shit for letin him drive it. also doin hand break turns fucks up the handbreak and wheelspins fuck the tires up grrr i trusted him told him not to show off infront of deno but of corse being a retard he is cant do something as simple as that!! i didnt speek to him all the way home i shouldnd have sed anything when we got back to town coz he thinks iv forgiven him and acts like nouthings happend like the whole nicky thing. i havnt seen her since october!!! im really disapointed i cant to mchester on wednesday fuckin work and xmas shit!!! i want to see my ali and kimmy! oh yeh might ask mum if we can hav a fondu night somethime i can make a epic sturfri!!! love you loadsxxxxxxx Current Mood: pissd of with my retarded b/f! |
| Tuesday, October 17th, 2006 |
| 5:35 pm |
omg i cried soooooooo much when i saw kimmy last weekend! after waiting for the taxi with helen on sat we went back to the jocky (cant really remember where kim went) got reallllllyyyy pissed and tried to rob everything that wasnt naild down including a giant painting which i naw realise is totally disgusting, luke pissd himself laughting at me and robbd all the beermats back off me b4 i got to the door he let me poor pints!!!! i dont want luke to leave hes the best barman in the world!!! apart from mat who gives us freebies! found out from clair that kinny slept with greecy nicki and that she could be pregnant agine! i told kinny that i new but even though i didnt really care i did an epic drunkan crying scene outside the jocky(hit him a few times which made him offer to jump off a building)and caused the police to give me weard looks we went back to the jocky where we were only goin to have 1/2 but turnd into us finishing both bottles of sours. NEVER have anything calld a .e.d.i.t.n.a.m.e.h.e.r.e Special luke made me a drink (which looked like green paint water) and calld it a luke special. i dont really remember much after that but kinny found me passd out in the toilets.and when i had a Mat Special kinny and craig had to carry me home. i saw luke on sunday he askd if i could rember much and haw my journy home was, i think he hates me! kinny recons nicki cant be pregnant coz she was so crap he never came so thats ok! nat might have to move back home she was due to take a holiday so naw she is totaly skint weve had to go up there today wiv food for her shes only been there 3 months yay i might win the bet with dad!! might be coming to manchester week after next will be on a wednesday. yay 4 kimmy coming back at the weekend!!! |
| Wednesday, August 16th, 2006 |
| 4:23 pm |
so yet agine mums ignored my requests of not to paint my room and out of all the colours in the worrls shes painting it fucking white!! and im only aloud to put 2 posters up for a start haw the fuck do i choose whick ones this is so shit soon il be paying her house keeping so technicly doesnt that make the room mine? hopefully going to see inme with kinny tom and craig it should be really good. bin arguing alot with mum about going to the pub after work she says my friends are waisters and it looks like im an alcoholic if i sit in the pub every night she also added "if your ever unlucky enough to have kids..." yeh cheers mum love you to. i dont give a shit if people think im an alcoholic i only have half a pint and if she wasnt in such a crap mood everyday i might go home after work. and as for my friends being waisters whos the one wiping little brats arses. she doesnt like me meeting up with craig because she doesnt know him, why the fuck does she need to know who my mates are, god i want to move out, could come home what ever time i liked and hav my room any colour with as many posters as i could fit on my walls. ok rant over. going to see nat tomorow and help kinny choose a tatoo thengoing to the lord c for a meal with kinny, hopefully going to alton towers for kinnys birthday i want to splash out and stay in the hotel, they have themed rooms!!! had the staff bbq last sunday which was fun got quite pissed then got mum to drop us off in town went to the jocky and got even more pissed craig told me that bar man luke found me being pissed really funny then they had a conversation about my eyes?! something about them looking inocent. wtf!? dont no why but im looking forward to getting my results tomorow. |
| Tuesday, August 1st, 2006 |
| 8:28 pm |
Yeh! epic swansea!!! we have to ho agine!! it was so ace!!! by any chance (if we have enough moneys) does anyone want to go for one last break befor sodding off to uni? near the end of the sumer holiday, try to get all 5 of us. was it me or were all the girls we met either 13 year old alkies or complete up there own arse bitches? the lads were great but my head and sholder still hurts from where that bin hit me! and my little finger is still fuck from when graham punched me 3 weeks ago!!! craig rang me at 12 on sunday night we spoke for an hour about all the shit thats been going on i feel sorry for him elouise is really uptight about him being mates with her mates and what nicky told her the other night has really fucked things up for him i cant belive that bitch non of what she said was true, thank fuck cainy's seen sence! |
| Monday, July 24th, 2006 |
| 11:35 pm |
I Have quit the doddy!!! i have 2 weeks left there then i start my new full time job at the lord cumbermear i rock! bugger i feel bad sat night i got completly wankerd i was with kim chesca kinny wojda and eloise's craig we were pissing round most of the night huggin and shit but we went to the club where matt gave me 3 doubble vodkas and cokes and 3 random shots befor all this id drank 6 pints what i though was friendly and meaning nougthing probly looked totly differnt to people around us who wernt as pissed as me craig was litrally all over me everytime he thought kinny dissapeard he kept kissing me (Aparantly im a 'fucking good kisser!')and feeling me up i was to pissed to realise and passed out on the sofa. kinny and craig litrally hadto hold me up to walk me home and craig couldnt be arsed to walk home so he stayed in my bed with me and kinny. i just feel so bad coz kinny said he saw most of what craig was doing i can remember most of everything but at the time i hadnt got a clue kinny sed he doesnt mind and that he trusts me but i noticed he looks over my sholder if i get a message and if craig txts me he has to no what ive put back and i think hes bin through my fone checkin for messages, i dont blame him he can do anything he likes as long as he trusts me agine. cant wait for swansea tomorow its a shame sue and helen cant come im goin to ask mum if i can have a bbq some time for all of us. i locked my keys in the car agine to day (I loose!) we were in shrewsbury but luckely nat could take us home. cant belive shes moving out on sunday i be a tenner itl last 3 months! Current Mood: feel bad |
| Wednesday, June 28th, 2006 |
| 4:05 pm |
im goin to make that cake EPIC! mum says not to bother cuting it in half to make 2 seperate ones and its goin to have a slash hat on!! i rule! |
| Thursday, June 22nd, 2006 |
| 6:05 pm |
I think mums propaly accepted kinny!!! monday night she makes me tidy my room and then to my anoyance she decides to come and help so i have to forget the idea of shoving everything in the wardrobe! she decides to rearange my room so my bed is by the door, she says the pull out bed can be out permantly so kinny can stay whenever he wants! my bed is naw bigger than a normal doubble bed! we could probly fit 5 people in it! went to a 'party' last night turnd out to be a tent in a random feild, random scaters iv never met started pulling down a metal fence to a building site dino managed to fall of it head first so chappy called an ambulance coz he needed stiches then the police pulled up coz theyed had a phone call from a resident nearbye but the people making the noise had fucked of when theyed seen the lights! bastards. if the police find any damage there going to ask questions. even though nouthing was to do with me mum will go ape if they turn up at the door agine. i think iv found a job that will mean i wont have to do the corse at manchester! its at a recording studio in wolverhampton i will have to set up mics do recordings on cubas (which is the program iv bin using at collage) greet the cliants and make them tea & coffe! my main argument is that i make a damn good tea! i just need to send them my cv and a cd of my work. its what iv bin hopeing to start off with. Not looking forward to the exam tomorow my paperting we have to take in sucks very badly and i still have to make up the results for the questionnaire! |
| Friday, June 16th, 2006 |
| 2:30 pm |
yay had media revision which nearly destroyed my soul1. Kinnys dog tried to eat my phone yesterday so naw it matches my car! oky doky maw im going to bake a cake! |
| Thursday, June 15th, 2006 |
| 9:21 pm |
OMG Download was amazing!!! (but not as good as last year no meat hook people!) metallica totaly kicked ass! GnR wernt as good untill the last hour wojda recons slash was playing on the side of the stage i say fuck him! bull shitter! if you got lost at a festival wouldnt you head bac to the tent and wait for everyone? jess collapsed and got carted off by medics we didnt see her for hours buzz was going mad coz no one would tell him where she was, turns out she was wondering round looking for us (like your going to find 20 people in over 60000!) we were going to report her missing and tom tried to but he was to pissed to remember her name so the copper told him to piss off! she didnt give a shit that we were worried! the last night was mad Kats boyfriend fell on my tent and broke it so me and kinny had to attempt to sleep under it then he nearly set fire to it when i was in it!! he and wojda also ran around alot naked and the riots were fun but scairy. getting home was also fun i was ment to be following kev but he drove off and left us i hadnt got a clue haw to get back luckely kinny rememberd going through stoke! not many people have let me no if there coming to my party so as soon as poss could you get people to txt or ring me please pref by the week end. chelsea is there anything you want for your birthday i wont be able to get it you yet coz of downloadness im scint as fuck but ill try to get it you as soon as poss. |
| Saturday, June 3rd, 2006 |
| 6:47 pm |
WTF!!!!
last night i got v pissed off 3 pints me and kinny went back to mine and started talking about crazy shit. because i was pissed i asked him what would he do if i ever got pregnant he answerd straight away with " i would go and buy u a ring" ...i wasnt expecting that! then he starst going on about that for ages hes wanted to get down on one knee and ask me to marry him! he says that he cant afford a ring but he want to get engadged!!! i laughed i thought he was taking the piss but he said he was serious. but then he agreed with me that its to soon. ive never even conciderd the idea of getting marrid never thought anyone would ever ask me! |
| Friday, May 19th, 2006 |
| 4:57 pm |
yay nearly crashed agine today! driving to wem thismorning care parked on opposite side of the road and a fucking bus decided to overtake it im comin along doin 60 thinking "Fuck the road is wet do i a)slam my breaks on and hope i dont get wheel lock loose controll and smash into the bus and risk brent smashing into the back of me or b)put my breakes gentlier on and hope for the best." which ever way i could be totaly fucked i decided to go for option b and luckly the bus got passed just in time fuckin shit me up. when we got to collage brent said it shit him up just watching a few metres away. my poor cars bin through enough recently i might give it a break for a bit, also ever since i passed my test my back hurts like fuckery ill be sitting in a lesson ill get up and itl sort of lock and to straighten it out is like the worst thing ever! yay kinny passed his test after the 3rd time, yesterday he drove to meet the skaters behind the civic and nearly crushed deans legs cos he didnt realise he was that close to the wall! haw does this sound for my birthday on the saturday night go into whitchurch get totally ratarsed try to crawl home persuade mum to let people stay in tents or something then on the sunday afternoon/evening have a party in my garden and get pissed agine. itl be such a great weekend on the friday weve got the leavers party so ill probly be pissed for the whole 3 days i might try to get the day off at the butchers! or ill be screwd! yay paients are away next week but im under strict instructions: No parties No one staying over No staying at someone elses No one in the house ful stop No kinny Right so thats everyhing out of the window i might forget about the party if nats working late shell never no fuck that shit if nats not in she cant to anything about it yet agine if shes working late she wont no hes there anyone up fo a girlie night? Current Mood: happy but i dont want to work |
| Friday, May 5th, 2006 |
| 5:21 pm |
ooooowwwww! wed night kinny txt me sayin hed got something to tell me but he wasnt sure if he should coz it might ruin our relationship. i was thinking that he could have cheated on me or hes got some crazy sti, he said that he wanted to tell me to my face but gave me a clue, he recond peolpe usually say it when theyve been going out for a while. last night we had a mini argumet coz he wanted me to tell him what i thought he was going to tell me but eventually he told me that he loves me which i think is really sweet coz i didnt really think he was capeable of emotions. dads taken my car keys off me coz i came home an hour late it was really weard coz dad was the one having a go at me and mum was standing there with a towel to her head!? (i later found out that shed fallen over in the bath and hit her head and the towel containd ice!) today was pritty random, went to collage had a crappy music exam went to film had lunch went on a random trek to snugburys icecreem farm then found chappy in town who asked me if i wanted to go with him and buzz to the ABC park for a bbq! we sat there by a crazy climbing frame cooking burgers then they all went swimming! really random |
| Wednesday, May 3rd, 2006 |
| 5:15 pm |
yay got home on monday at 1:30 to find that i was locked out, nat wouldnt answer her mobile and i didnt want to wake mum and dad up so i buggerd off to kinnys, decided to go home at 7:30 to let mum no i was ok she had a go at me for forgetting my keys and for not waking her up, i left the house "to catch the bus" but decided to get the bus at 12:30 and went back to kinnys but kind of missed to bus so he had the brain wave of getting a train(clever little boy!)which turned out to be free coz the machine had broken! i turned up for music tech but i was so tires i fell asleep in the rusco and decided to go back home. im naw grounded for a week because i didnt do the sencible thing and ring ther doorbell to bell in! nats mate who stole £300 off her as 15 charges aginst her and there going to arrest her at the weekend! mum and dad have decided to go to the airport i he matiz i swair just out of spite so i cant use it to get any where for a week! |
| Wednesday, April 26th, 2006 |
| 9:50 pm |
well holidays were fun, saw kinny quite a bit, went to work alot, went to see HIM and got called into work after only 3 hours sleep that was fun!!! i really like howls moving castle! still havnt watched the whole of king kong. on monday i couldnt be arsed to go into collage for an hour so i fucked off to kinnys. dont think my auntie well let bec come out drinking with me agine as i forgot that shes 15 and is not used to drinking as much as we do i kind of bought her back to the white bear where her mum was quite pissed, i think buzz was trying to come onto her so ill have to keep an eye on that next time, kinny became a hobo for 12 hours because his mum accused him of taking money so i persuaded mum to let him stay for the night which was fun coz mum and dad were pissed and ended up having an argument with each other in the car and by the time we'd draged kinny out of the anchor dad had stormed off in a rage and mum was in the back crying, "yeh hi kinny this is my family dont feel awkward about the fighting it happens alot" yay got my practical test tomorrow!!! bet you a tenner ill fail! |
| Tuesday, April 18th, 2006 |
| 9:24 pm |
aaawww just watched hawels moving castle, i feel all warm and fuzzy! even though most of it confused the fuck out of me i think i got the main story! brents got a new toy, hes bought david lee's car off him because hes going in the army, hes been playing with it since 8am!because he ahsnt insured it yeh he just keeps revving the engin and seeing how the bass boost thing will go, its got magic doors! they have no handles so you hace to press a button on the key thing and they pop open! i was amazed! i left him to it when he crawled into the boot to look at something, might rob a lift off him to collage next week so i can brag to nat that yet agine hes got a better car than her! even though hes only had it 5 mins hes on about changing bits already!! hell never be satisfied! i think this is his 4th car! 2nd this year! |
| Sunday, April 16th, 2006 |
| 11:00 pm |
yay i did have the chance to go and talk to kinny tonight but mum naw says its to late to go out "and weve got a busy day tomorow" which includes sitting in a car for 4 hours, sitting on my arse at my nans for bout 6 hours then back in the car for another 4, yeh really fucking busy day! i swear she doesnt want me to have a boyfriend/ any friends at all, she wants me to be misribal and friendless like her. but fuck the rule about be being band from going out to the pub dex, charlie and gabe are ment to be comin out on fri plus im goin for a meal in town so bec and sarah will probly come out after with me any one else up for it?! |